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| Summer is winding down, soccer is taking over my life, and school starts next week. Wow! This is our last weekend before school starts.. It's outrageous. I can't wait, I'm ready to be a senior. I'm ready to go to every Football, Soccer, Basketball, and Baseball game.. I'm ready to party hard with my truly wonderful friends. I'm ready to make new friends and I'm ready to see if there is hope for a relationship this year.. But the one thing I'm not ready to do is Graduate - and leave everything I've ever known behind and start my life. Well, let's not talk about graduation. I've got 9 wonderful months here and I'm going to love every last minute of them! =) | | |
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"Someday maybe somebody will love me like I need. And someday I won't have to prove my worth. But until then I'll do just fine on my own. I wonder if he'll miss me. Lord knows I tried. But I think that maybe the thing that I did wrong was put up with his bullshit for far too long."
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I've realized that things do happen for a reason, Thank goodness this happened to me because it has made me stronger. It was fun while it lasted - well somedays. Tonight I read a quote on a friends site and it made me smile. I'm done moping around. I'm happier now. Here's the quote... "You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got and remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change and things go wrong, just always remember life goes on."
I'll forgive him for ending it the way he did. Maybe we can even be friends. But I won't forget it. | | |
| I know, I know. I haven't updated in forever. Well this summer has started off amazing. We are only in the 3rd week of it but it has been everything I can imagine. In the boy department, everything is perfect. =) Wow, I am a SENIOR. | | |
| Broken heart again, another lesson learned. Better know your friends or else you will get burned. I gotta count on me cause I can guarantee that I'll be fine. No more pain. No more games, messing with my mind. No more tears, I'm tired of crying. No more fears, I really don't want to fight. No more drama in my life. I'm tired of all the drama. | | |
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